My Musicality

ziqi

So, I was chatting with Ziqi and asked him pasal this dude that is funny but I forgot his name. Then he went something like, "are you asking me this to sakitkan hati ku?" as in before that I was memajal-ing wanting to know why he didnt came to my place [will blog about this as soon as mycamera appears :s ] anyhu, then I went "OMG no! you're thinking way too deep that you should take up ASLiterature" and he was like "do you make poems?" and i went "not for exams" then he went on and said things like boreng la, apala... then i went "ESEH~" then he kept on saying that he needs to have inspiration and all then i went "ESEH~~~~~" sekalinya, he didnt reply me for quite a while till this text came up;

Nothing compares to your sweetness,
Your laughter brings joy to us,
Your smile one who can never forget,
For meeting you I wont regret,
Even though we just met it seems,
But you are like a best friend to me.

ZiX; amalina(L)~ says:
Yea.. Sory aku nda taruh nama mu sal pyh kn cri words rhyme wit aj!!

7:06:00 PM

a word of note

Life is not like Microsoft Word, you can't press backspace if you made a mistake.
(:

6:16:00 PM

Tuesday, October 14, 2008

Are you....?

I, Amallina Jehan Ahmad, and no, Jehan IS MY NAME & NOT MY DAD's, is feeling bloody down right now and this stupid-ly came tarus-tarus! The cause of it: BROWSED THROUGH BLOGS!

I just feel superDOWN cause I somehow feel like as if I don't have "friends". You know, those who you hang out with ALL THE TIME! well, not all the time, dats an exaggeration, but you know, friends that's there when you really need them, and i don't only mean virtually (cause I LOVE YOU YUN, BERABIS!) but friends that you just can be YOU infront of them!

Friends that you can say "Have you gained weight?" to them and their reply would be "I KNOW! ketara ka?" and not, "SHUT UP BITCH!"

Friends that understands.

Friends that tells you to your face what the hell is their problem with you and not go telling everyone else. This meaning, telling it to you with respect and not bitch-ly cause like AS IF their THAT perfect!

Friends that calls you up or text you randomly to bring you out, although he/she knows you cant go out just like that, but he/she tries his/her luck ALL THE TIME, and makes you give in to it most of the time!

Friends that knows you truely who you are.

Friends that knows when your lying.

Friends who signals you for help when your in trouble cause they know you can talk your way out of things.

Friends who trashes to higher athority about how you can get away with things that he/she cant.

Friends who feels how you feel when you feel how you feel at that time.

Friends who gets mad at you but then motivates you after finding out that you havent worked hard for your studies.

Friends who you can see sharing a dorm with in the future. ( I got mine already)

Friends that tells you he/she loves you truly and you can reply them straight away truthfully because you mean it.

Friends who cries or is touched by the acts you have done for them.

Friends who talks to you or tells a joke or sing to you to cheer you up.

Friends who willingly hears you talk about your problems and not suffers from it.

Friends who makes up "emo wagen" for you and him/herself cause both of you feels very emo.

Friends who laughs with you then tries to help you out when you literally fall.

Friends whom you have an internal mind connection with.

Friends who does not get mad when he/she sees you with your other friends hanging out and having fun while he/she is right there because he/she knows you have your own life as well and knows that deep down inside, you will always be there and will always have fun with him/her everytime you meet as your friendship will lasts forever.

Friends that randomly buys you lunch without you asking for it cause he/she knows your superhungry but use to have an allergic reaction to the canteen food.

SHIT, what I just wrote up there is a mixture of all my friends! Maybe Im just sad because I cant hang out with my friends comfortably outside school. sigh, this pisses me off!

p/s: needs to be Hearts.

9:37:00 PM

Monday, October 13, 2008

The Stryker Mode

This is the response to the post below about my literature class, well, yea, I finished mine! Before that, here are "the selected ones" XP :

WORDS/PHRASE RANDOMLY SELECTED;
Hero = Hulk
Villain = Green Goblin
The Catastrophe = Flat Battery
A fruit/vegetable = Durian
The worst fear = Play hide & seek
The amazing dream = Glamorous
The ending = Lives happily ever after

So, here it is .... :

Meet Hulk and his best mate Green Goblin who ultimately loves green. These two handsome lads have been single for a very long time. So, on their 26th birthday, Green Goblin set up two separate dates, one for Hulk and the other for him of course! Drum rolls please, and the two lucky girls are Ms.Green Gothica for Hulk and as for Green Goblin, he's got Ms.Hulkess. Umm, obvious MISS-MATCH!!

Moving on to the dates, lets start with Hulk. Get this, a nice green sequined bow tie paired with a green sequined stripped black pants. A shirt? Dude, come on, its his first ever date, he wants to show off his guns! You know, flex some muscles for the ladies. *kirai* Just right before his date, you know what he did to tone up his muscles? He intensively for 3 consecutive hours played the rubicks cube for a workout.

He goes on then to pick up his date. His ride is a huge green monster car with spinners on. So he drove to superVillain Street and pulled up in front of house no:4. FYI, the number 4 symbolizes luck, you know how clovers usually have 3 leaves or petals and the lucky ones have four. For Hulk, he thinks he might get lucky tonight! This is because Mr.Hulk here is very superstitious and PLUS clover's are green. So anyways, he knocked then both of then went off!

As soon as they got out of the house and headed towards the car, the sweet Hulk complimented Ms.Double G and handed out FOUR stems of black roses. She loves it! So they sat in the car and Hulk started the engine. ( Oh, BTW, Ms.Double G loved his ride (: ) but then OMG! It couldn't start :O Hulk then check out what had gone wrong and found out the battery's flat. And so, instead they walked 26 block away to get to the fabulous restaurant. Guys, can you imagine that?! Well, for Ms.Double G it wouldn't look that awkward but for Hulk to be walking down the street walk at night with no shirt on and just a sequined bow tie! WE-ARD!!

Finally, after 45 minutes of walking, they reached the oh so glamorous restaurant and ordered their oh so fabulous meals then had a set of the restaurants oh so indulging deserts. The restaurant and the food might be so amazingly delicious but to actually get their orders into the kitchen took as long as the time my mom spends at the salon fixing her hair and nails, you know how girls can be ... . So there were argues and fights and extensions falling off on the dinner table in the restaurant, a compact place! I'm telling you, it was loud, superLOUD!

So basically, both have different tastes in things and thus they don't click.

Moving on to Green Goblin's date. he is more of a child spirited person inside. He's like the fun machine out of both of them. So for his date, expect major F U N!

Unlike his best mate, he does not have actual muscles to flex so what he wore was a nice crisp suit that's stripped with different shades of green. Before that he had an hour long bubbulicious bubble bath that's bubbles are actually green. He grabbed his gift for Ms.Hulkess and went out of the door.

He didn't have any form of a monstourous ride but he has the public transport to use. He took bus number 4, again FOUR, and reached superHeroes avenue in 25 minutes. Green Goblin knocked on the door and straight away complimented Ms.Hulkess, like how every guy would do whether they mean it or not. Strangely enough, he didn't give his gift straight away, when his date asked about where they're going to eat, Green Goblin said, "Lets just make it as a surprise!"

They walked and walked and walked until they reached Gotham Park. Oh BTW, his date was in the afternoon. Somehow, somewhere in the middle of the park lies a checkered picnic mat and a picnic basket. Green Goblin led the way and both of them sat down. He handed over his gift to Hulkess right after he pulled out two plastic plates. When Hulkess opened the gift, it was an amazing sized durian. She loved it to the max!!!

They chit chated and talked and talked until Green Goblin pointed out his favourite childhood and present game. Hide&Seek! He straigth away asked Hulkess to hide and he would seek. Hulkess didn't actaully liked that idea and told Green Goblin that but no oh no, he insisted in playing. So Green Gobln counted till ten and Ms.Hulkess unwillingly hid behind a tree. Ok, here's the funny part, how would you imagine Ms.Hulkess to look like? Green? Big? Enourmous? So to spot Hulkess trying to suck as much air out of her body behind a tree isnt hard!

Two days later, both of them decided to have a double date. They rang their dates up and met at ' Ze Italian Restaurant'. When Hulk laid eyes on Hulkess and so did when Green Goblin looked at Green Gothica, there was instant spark between them. They introduced themselves and instead of having a double date together with their initial partners, Hulk and Green Goblin got out of the restaurant with their dates in their arms and walked seperate ways to have two different perfect first date!

Two years of dating, both Hulk and Green Goblin married Hulkess and Green Gothica on the same day, date, venue and ofcourse the same theme colour, GREEN...

And they lived happily ever after.

THE END :D

9:51:00 PM

Wednesday, October 08, 2008

School's strip

I had socio tadi, well like duh~, we have all the core subjects everyday! anyhu, we learned about life chance just now, life chances are working towards achieving the best and avoiding the bad. Well, the actuall description is somthing like that... And so the convo went:

Teacher: So, what are some examples of bad end's that the society wants to avoid.

From different parts of the class: Poverty! Bankruptcy! etc etc

K.I. : INFERTILE!

us: what?! HAHAHAHA~

well, yesterday, in ASLiterature, i was paired up with Salihin to do this experiment called The Stryker Mode. What we had to do is to write down words that has relation to the 7 different categories given, which are Hero, Villian, The Catastophre, A fruit/vegetable, The worst Fear, The amazing dream and The ending.. (As soon as i finish mine, i'll post mine up! (; )

anyhu, in the process of writing 10 words down for the Hero category, we went:

superSALIHIN
superAJ
superman
hulk

then in the midst of us thinking for the rest of the other name's of heroes, salihin randomly and seriously said....:

MY DAD!

hehe, cute~ i laughed like hell i did! XD

5:33:00 PM

chezzbox

so, I went out with them suf, fatin, ina, hafiz and i think his name is abu yesterday. well, dinah planned to bring us out and eat at McD's, till c yusuf came and told me he didnt had a craving for McD's so we went to chezzbox sekalinya Dinah nda jadi, because of certain reasons why~ hmmm ): BUT I GOT FATIN! :D

we walked and walked, datang sudah to chezzbox then saw them fee, cady, rai n i think wani was there too ow, and khairul, safwan. So we combined tables and ordered, well it took us more then 10 mins to just read the freakin banyak catagories menu, then like another 5-10mins to order XD and so we ate~

while waiting for our orders to come, I watched the TV, playing was a baseball match. Then kan, one of the players namanya A.J. Pierzynski. HEHE! namanya AJ! :D

after we ate our main course, fatin willingly amazingly did ordered for us the Ultimate Chocolate desert! Pure yum i tell you! aaahhhh.... sohoho, she ordered and we had to wait for 15 mins kan, while waiting, we got an entertainer, Fatin's pinkelicious phone! XD it can get down n boogy~

PARA PAMPAM, PARA PAMPAM! here comes desert, made us go bezerk!

CELEBRITY HAWTBABE!

then, its all gone~

4:44:00 PM

Tuesday, October 07, 2008

Brilliante Weblog Premio - 2008

awww, zank you fatin for the nomination! YOU MAKE ME FEEL LIKE SOMEONE ACTUALLY DOES READ ME BLOGGY! :D:D:D

Upon receiving this, you are to . . . .

1) Put the logo on your blog.

2) Add a link to the person who awarded you.

3) Nominate at least 7 other blogs

4) Add links to those blogs on yours.

5) Leave a message for your nominees on their blogs.

I'm passing this award over to these bloggers :

4:53:00 PM

Sunday, October 05, 2008

school mixes

last night, before bed after blogging, thoughts just run through my mind! About raya, about friends, about school... then, CRAP, i just remembered, the day after tomorrow school starts!

I was actually all excited you know, thinking about my locker, my friends, my lunch's, my classes, the library, the eye-candies (haha, yea roite~) and all those other happy happy thoughts. SEKALINYA, just now, I visited Shau's blog and I read her post about school then she pointed out :

I can't wait to go back to school on Monday! Although, the reflection of end of year exam papers will be given back

that's why Im all so happy to get back to school, I TOTALLY forgot about the results from my end of year! haiyo~ thanks shau, for reminding....?? But then again, a student has to face what a student has to face! 0.o

anyhu, my mom told me that we would go out beraya-ing today. I took my shower and stuff, then I took my baju raya from my maid's room. Took it, hanged it behind my door then I stared at it. OMG, I just noticed! All my baju raya this year, are all in GREEN!!! very RAYA huh?? :P

SEMANGAT AIDILFITRI

1:44:00 PM

Saturday, October 04, 2008

open houses, yum~

yesterday, it was the second day of raya. what it means is that, the open house streak is starting. my mum brought my little sister, her friend, her friends son(a 3 year old!pfft!) and myself to open houses, well, not just random houses~

At the first house, we went in, talked a while then ate. and since the buffet was in the kitchen where there's also a nice dining table, we decided to just stay there.. then bla3, we ate&ate&ate, till i raised up my head and saw two ladies pass right infront of me. I didnt know them at first but then when one of them took a second look at me, and so did I, OMG, its RICKIANA!!! :D

me: RICKI!
riciki: AJ!
me: selamat hari raya...
ricki: you too! come come come lemme show you my mom.

so we went out of the kitchen and into the living room near by. Ricki said somthing like ,"mum, this is AJ" or "this is my mom" BUT she didnt point to anyone, so I went to salam the lady who looked at me. AND YOU KNOW WHAT??!!!

ricki: AJ! That's not my mom, that's Kiana's mom! THIS is my mom...(points)
me: *embarassedly hid my head and salam her actual mom & her grandmother*

HAHA! :P

after we ate, we sat at the living area where somtime after that came my mum's friend & her family. These two are ubbr cute!

THEY SAY 'CHESSE' EVERYTIME WE FLASH A CAMERA AT THEM! :D

then, bla3, went to more open houses(one of them served LAMBCHOPS! Like OMG~). and so my mom dropped me off at yuni's since she's having one as well. my mom planned to drop by sekalinya when we came, her simpang was full of cars, like banyak berabis that our car cant come in so my mom decided to just drop me off and i walked, yup that's right, i walked in my baju kurong~ ALL FOR YAH GARLFREN! so went there at around nine or eight ish pm and went home at 12+ am. pure fun i tell you!

there, i met her two OMG-ly adorable cousins!! hehe~ one's GARBELLA and the other SHARPAY! HSM fanatics. Yuni and Ka Diyana asked her to sing for us and she did. She went:

This is real,
This is me,
Im exactly where Im suppose to be now,
Gonna let the light,
Shine on me.
Now I found,
Who I am,
eh, ummm, LUPA!

HAHAHAHAH! cute!!!!! the way she said it.. eheeeheheh~

THERE, THAT's HER next to Ka Diyana!

and this is a picture that GARBELLA took~ i quite like it you know!

by the end of the night, I got 3 deliciously good cupcakes from Ka Diyana mahn!!!

11:22:00 PM

Thursday, October 02, 2008

SHR (:

*Selamat Hari Raya song plays in the background*

CHECKLIST:

paint the gate check
shower ginger, my cat check
egg-wash the pineapple tarts check
ambil baju raya check
hear the melodies of BADIL's check

OMG!! that last check on the checklist, that means its RAYA!!!!!!!!! *screams&cracking up raya songs&putting money into the green packets&cut the cakes&stock up drinks in the fridge&do all the other beauty necessities*

When its raya in Negara Brunei Darussalam, you should expect traffic jams for the last minute shoppers, forward messages to all muslims and OFCOURSE fireworks! The fireworks here, i must say, is quite spectacular, for example just now, there was a 30 minute display of fireworks at Kg.Tungku, Kg.Rimba and Kg.Katok. If you were there to witness, you're left in awe~ like seriously!
sad thing is that, I didnt get to snap any pictures of the fireworks because my cammy was way up there in my room and i was wayy down here at the backyard ):

so yea, another fav thing to do during raya, as stated above, is to pass forward raya messages to relatives and friends. MY DAD IS A FAN OF DOING SO!

NIGHT BEFORE RAYA

RAYA's AFTERNOON

bear in mind, this are just the times I had a camera in my hand to capture zee moment, sebenarnya banyak lagi tu! :P oh, and look at his phone, very vintage i must say huh? Yata, just now, I went to my uncle's place for raya, and somehow us (uncle's and cousins) we're talking about handphones.. i think the convo went like this:

dad: yata, bisai lagi gayanya telpon ani, inda payah ku bekaca mata, ta'ang wa! bukan macam nokia ku lagi satu atu! (this phone is so much better then the other one that I use because I dont have to wear galsses to read the messages)

then somehow, we talked about people stealing things and stuff like that.

cousin: kalau telpon usu(my dad) a2, nda payah di ingau kan tu, nda membai` tais liur tu jua mobile atu! (it wont be a problem for you(my dad), who wants to steal you phone?!)

OUCH!!!! hahahaha XP

and again, speaking of text messages, THANK YOU TO ALL OF YOU WHO MESSAGED ME, SELAMAT HARI RAYA TO YOU TOO! FYI, the mindset of mine is that everyone would text in pantun's so i read the first few messages, which are pantun's, like pantun's. till came the next message, i read it like a pantun, tapi bunyi nya salah wa beb~ BIDA WA JADINYA! :P but then, there's this one particular message from a friend , AKMAL, which cracked me wayyyy up!!!

Dua tiga kucing berlari,
empat lima kuyuk membubut,
kalau perbuatan ku menyinggung hati,
ku pohon maaf dari hujung kaki ke hujung rambut.
enam tujuh katak melumpat, haha....labih tia.
SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN.

so, hari raya ani, all of ya'all are invited to my house for beraya-ing.. just message me or give me a call then ring zee doorbell! :D zookey...?